Its the waiting that worries me the most

Sitting on the cool grass in the shade along a breezy river pass thinking.
Thoughts come morr easily on a full belly and a cooler body.
I realized my trouble, but not my solution. Half way there I guess? The first step is admittance and awareness.
Sometimes I feel worried.
But I also feel worried about the feelings that come with being worried. Deep, I know.
Thus far Ive been struggling through the feeling worried about the feelings I feel when worried until the thing that made me worried in the first place is gone, then I dont feel worried and thus dont have anything to worry about. Still with me?
So now the part is...do I accept that some things make me feel worried, and then ill feel worried about those feelings, and just be OK for now? Like, realize and separate from it?
Or, do I feel worried about things and then feel worry about the worried feelings and try to just accept those?
What a ridiculous thing.
Im feeling like I might just need to accept both as just "being there" and that they feed off each other and that they will pass together, not indivdually. So just wait.

But its the waiting that worries me the most.